to a forever mother

 Small shallow breaths

To slow the rapid beats

Of my broken heart

Forever seeking a moment that

Will forever be just out of reach

A physical loss of the life of a child

A child never born

But who lived inside the womb and heart

Of a forever mother

Never forgotten

Remembered forever and always

A mother’s undying love

A constant vigil

For

What will always be

The life of a child never made imperfect

And so I will forever remember loving you

A soul untouched

By a world driven by pride

A spirit in its purest form

Free to look down upon us

Free to watch as we grow

And ready ourselves to meet our maker

And he smiles

My angel child spirit

As he knows that he will be but a season remembered

Lord take my hand

As I feel myself falling into the sadness

In the still of the quiet

With each breath

With the steady rhythm of my heart

I will remember you

A memory still

A memory always you’ll be

Forever perfect

In the still quiet moments

Forever small, forever a dream

A perfect forever dream