Thinking out loud

Sometimes I just sit here I wonder where my life has been Where it will go If I will survive Time passes so fast I drag my feet Wanting to grab hold Of everything that is slipping Through my fingers And cry! Oh how I cry! As if I'm losing something Wasting a precious moment Wondering if maybe  A single simple moment Could have changed it all. A simple hello An easy "stay with me" A pittance of pleading. An " I'm sorry " A resounding scream Three small words... I love you Who would here them? Who would care? Close my eyes Just shut them Reaching out Reaching out